1. I would just like to apologise to everyone for missing the coach and also turning up to the game at the time I did.

2. I just didnt start well and couldn't get out the blocks.

3. It won't happen again.

When we got promoted in the league for the first time, the first game was at Ware. I wasn't involved and didn't play at all, yeah being on the bench is not pleasant but with myself being back from injury I was quite confident that I mite get the nod and I did.

Having dropped points at home against ware and never beat them today would have been good to do so.

With Cams still out and Dawson out, we still had more than enough strength to win the game with the Rockstar back, who came straight in for AC.

At the start of the game I felt ok my ankle was abit sore but once I got running didn't feel a thing.

I was going threw my own motions as a few of my passes were behind the players and I could feel like I needed to wake my own self up.

Craeating a few chances ware were also busy taking the game to us tying to edge out of relegation and they had a corner.

I was on the post marking their centre half and the ball came out to the edge of the box were I thought I could win it. As the ware player had lost his runner who ever that was he just nicked the ball pass me pen.

1 nil down.

After that moment things started to heat up and I was getting frustrated about myself and had a mare by pushing one their players to the floor took a yellow card then had to maintain my discipline.

At that time I did get into the game trying to go forward at times trying to create things but no joy.

At the break the gaffer did lay into me rightfully and basically said to everyone "we need a big 45".

Coming out in the second half was bright we started off really well taking the game to them trying to get an early goal but nothing was happening as ware had all their bodies behind the ball.

As a team I think we were all getting frustrated at trying to get a goal and to add to my bad start I was subbed for Ac.

Watching the game now from the bench felt miserable and like when I was on the bench last season, this time was rightfully deserved.

The officials today basically made up their own rules and were cocky about it which was taking the piss at times.

The game was changing in our favour and we did give everything going forward. At times we even had 1 at the back, browny who played well.

Credit to ware defending it, it looked like a nightmare for them but all the same we just couldn't score. Ac couldn't stretch out far enough colliding with their keeper and coming to the end marcus had a shot, if were lower it would have gone in.

The dream is on, its just more harder than everyone imagined as the teams around us all won which makes them 5 points infront with games in hand.

I personally felt terrible for my performance today as thats something you don't usually see and in the previous reports I didn't show that I was up for it and I apologise for that as I could feel after the game alot of people were unhappy with me worst off myself.

All I can say is that performance from myself will not happen again I can promise you that.

If your part of the club and have friends that are not busy on the weekend, let them know that we all could do with your support on saturday as the big game against Wingate and Finchley will give us that hope of reaching the dream and hoping we can get into the play-offs.

The Dream Continues...........

Rrrrreeeeeeeeeeeee............