If u were a thamesmead fan or part of the club and u were at ilford on saturday I junior baker apologises to all after the game as I stormed off after the game. To me as a player to me that was something that I wouldnt normally do and as it was out of character there were no excuses for it. I believe that I play my heart out for my team and for myself to give everything that I can every game week in week out and in the second half I didnt feel I was getting the same back, some would say well we never lost, point gained but to me 3 points was a must. We are third in the league which is still a great position to be in and you would say that with the great start that we had that we should be challenging to win the league and be in the play off for sure, it just upsets me that the games that we should be digging deep and winning in we let ourselves down individually like we play when we want to at times and that frustrates me big time because I trust my team mates to pull out wins the we should really be winning games against not drawing and almost losing. I know we will turn it around because that football. I did apologise to the gaffer and let him know that that will not happen again and apologises to all around the club.